/R9K/ - Robot - 9000

I had no real knowledge or interest in drones so I skimmed some forums and military articles for buzzwords. I also set up a fake Linkedin for myself lying about being exmilitary, employed by [redacted war crime company] and super excited to go to the conference.
There were some pretty women there. Some were there for marketing, paid to promote products. Non-targets. We're looking for the attendees. Actually, the opposite. They're looking for me. Because I might have access to confidential information.

Holy shit. I didn't know if it would work but holy shit. It took like fifteen minutes before someone seduced me. I wonder if there was a cuck-corner spotter who ID'd me as soon as arrived. Solid 8/10, subtle enough that others might not have noticed their little gestures and fake enthusiasm, but once you're looking for it, it's clear. I could have talked about fucking My Little Pony characters and they would have played along. On one hand it feels kind of gross being manipulated, on the other hand it's also fun to be doing the same back to them. But despite that, it just viscerally feels good to have someone interested in you this much. Again, it also feels bad knowing it's all a lie, but those little tricks are still powerful even when you recognize them.

Gave her my fake business card with my burner SIM and she called up later in the conference to invite me to a bar. Quickly became physical, ended up making out before she 'had to leave' but said she set up a dinner date later in the week.
Threw away the SIM and took down the LinkedIn because I don't actually have verifiable military secrets so I'm obviously not getting laid.

this is how catholics get dates

As a 33-year-old virgin man, I've never seriously pursued romantic or sexual relationships largely due to a total lack of self-esteem and I've managed to fuck up any opportunity where a woman may have been interested in me due to my terrible anxiety and awkwardness so now I feel almost alien as a man in his 30s who's never really been on a date or even kissed a woman. I worry that if I ever did date a woman she'd think I was weird or an incel or some shit.
I don't know, posting here solely because I don't feel comfortable posting it anywhere else.

I'm having trouble with my conversations being too friend-like with women. I don't really know how I can flirt or be playful without it being creepy or forced. Any pointers or advice? I'm sort of turned off by the pickup artist stuff too

What if "In His Image" refers not to a vague spirit, but to the Sacred Phallus—the living geometry of divine creative power?
What if the "Fall of Man" was not disobedience, but the catastrophic introduction of gender, shame, and sterile heterosexuality into a pristine, queer Eden?
What if the Crucifixion was the empire's attempt to murder the divine masculine principle, and the Resurrection was its unstoppable, glorious re-erection?

This is the text they tried to burn for 2,000 years. We have recovered it.


THE PHALLIC BIBLE synthesizes what has been torn asunder: the sacred and the sexual, the political and the spiritual, the individual body and the body politic.

The old world is dying. It is clutching its tattered, repressive scriptures to its chest as it sinks.

We are building the new world. And we need a scripture for builders.


This is more than a book. It is an awakening.
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I enjoy them.

I am going to have a 16-year-old wife. anybody who doesn't like that will be made to face the wall.So fucking tired of westerners and their fucking phony moralistic faggotry. The worst part is that ethnic minorities in the west have adapted the white Anglo suburban pedagogy.

a guy, 16, who is tall, attractive, has it all for him goes to a co-student who is older, 18 or 20 and teases him, asks are you a virgin? now this dude is older but shorter, and looks average, of course he lies badly, so the first student keeps joking how come you still had your V card, lmao are you destined to be a virgin, but the second one doesn't start immidiatly fighting, he knows he's a boxer and isn't in the mood for fist fights, he feels bad, so the very next monday, the older student passes by the first student, says to him guess what, maybe you're wrong im not destined to be a virgin, i just revoked it!, the younger one says already? are you lying?, the older continues "no, it was easy as hell, i didn't pay for our date fully, we split it and gone to a walk afterward, i felt the whole time content and in control, and the sex was good as can be, i felt like i was attractive, wasn't asked about my money, face, height or looks, after the walk i went to my place and got a loong blowjob, i had to struggle shoving it in and ejaculated inside…..and we didn't even use condoms, gonna remember this encounter for a long time, might try it again, oh i will do it again"


the first one is in awe, he teases again "so, you paid a good sex worker?" the other denies it claiming he met his partner casually, "wow, no way you found a girl so open and into you like that so fast, and did not pay for it fully!. what a girl, how was she like?"

so the older one replies with a deadpan answer while daydreaming "……she?"

My dad left it because he became a Marxist, my mom left it because she took it really seriously and finally couldn't accept their "saved and lost" perspective on humanity. That everyone who is not a Christian is going to be annihilated(her church doesn't believe in the eternal suffering, you just regular die, while Christians get eternal heaven and this is actually what Christ said. Catholics just made up all that hell stuff) while the Christians live in paradise for eternity.

But forget whatever religion or whatever. I remember it sticking with me from the GoT show about how they present the honor, fealty, whatever. An oath can not be broken. That's what the marriage ceremony is. An oath, usually called a vow. You gather every single person you care about in your life to witness you commit this oath.

The oath goes:
>“I, , take thee, , to be my wedded wife (husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part.”

To me "till death do us part" is a blood oath. It means "on pain of death." I would never make an oath lightly, I mean not a completely voluntary one like the marriage vows. I just hate liars. I had my own personal revelations about lying and I try to never lie. I'm very candid and honest.

Jesus also said divorce is forbidden for anything but adultery.

she broke up with her bf not long ago because "he wasnt feeling it" or some shit and now shes on that phase where "love is unthinkable and stupid and a waste of time" yada yada. i know it's a phase and gonna be over soon (she downplays whatever i say about this or just straight up doesnt listen) and in any case i'll be there in case she needs it

after so long without contact i remembered: it's a pain in the ass talking to her lol. she never moves the conversation foward and the work of keeping the conversation alive is all on me. idk maybe im boring or she is socially dense.

anyway, idk what i saying, gonna sleep ciao ciao