/b/ - Siberia

My existence is a dead-end, I have no future, no friends, stuck in the middle of nowhere with two alcoholic workaholic parents on their way out. I've tried connecting with everyone; my neighbors, family, strangers online and on the street. No one. Every job listing is a fucking lie. I'm staring down a future of being on the streets. This is America, this place is a graveyard and nobody gives a shit.

The socialist parties here are blatant feds. I don't want to LARP, I want to matter. I have decent fitness and understand some of the basics of guerrilla warfare. I don't have any military experience and language is a possible barrier. How do I close this gap and join up? Where can I join actual leftist insurgencies abroad?