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 No.194

Do you do drugs?Do you have autism?Or sexual kinks?How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?———I drink so often it can't be healthy anymore and frequently do some drugs, but am also very happy with my life so far (even when I'm sober).
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 No.195

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>Do you do drugs?To get drugs in this town (it's pretty fucking small) I would end up associating with a bunch of fucking idiots. Likely people I went to high school with and made me want to walk into the place with a tec-9>Do you have autism?Apparently I do not, but my brother does and I feel have reasons to suspect I do.>Or sexual kinks?Are young pale redheads a kink?>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Anti social af and afraid to go outside. I've grown to really dislike people, probably having to do with the types I was forced to be around mainly when I was growing up.
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 No.196

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>Do you do drugs?Shit's fucking impossible to get where I'm atm>Do you have autism?No.>Or sexual kinks?Several.>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I live under constant ennui and exhaustion from being forced to comply with the disciplinary machine that is academia.
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 No.197

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&gt&gt235>Do you do drugs?Alcohol>Do you have autism?Kinda I have a learning disability called Dyspraxia that shares traits with autism. Mainly the sensitive to sound and light part. > Or sexual kinks? BBW, Giantess, Feet and watching women piss turn me on.>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I feel like a slave and a parasite. I also hardly go out much because I hardly have any disposable income.
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 No.198

>do you do drugs?None, plan not to>Do you have autism?no>Or sexual kinks?Many>How has capitalism screwed me up.Now unironically advocate for what amounts to human instrumentality.
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 No.199

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&gt&gt239forgot pic
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 No.200

>Do you do drugs?Yes>Do you have autism?No>Or sexual kinks?Yes>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Too much shit to name fam. Drinking is my crutch too.
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 No.201

>Do you do drugs?yep>Do you have autism?maybe a little>Or sexual kinks?yepp>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I'm super asocial and scared of everything all the time
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 No.202

>Do you do drugs?Never, unless you count alcohol. >Do you have autism?No>Or sexual kinks?A few>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Porn caused me to develop those weird sexual kinks. I stopped watching porn though and am now completely pro-censorship when it comes to the sex industry.
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 No.205

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>Do you do drugs?Used to smoke a lot of weed. Was a couple years ago now. I've had phases when I've done a lot of psychedelics. Still do them occasionally, although it has been a few months since last time. I've taken stupid shit like benzos a couple times too. oh and I drink a fair amount>Do you have autism?No. I've had some mild social anxiety and tend to be quite awkward generally but It's got a lot better these last few years.>Or sexual kinks?My gf likes when I choke her, slap her, pull her hair, etc. so I've started to like doing that kinda shit. >How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Not at all, really. Studying to become an engineer right now (degree is called 'Master of Science in engineering' in english, I think) and education is all tax funded here. I've never had a real job. My interest in socialism, etc. isn't because I feel like *I'm* "getting fucked by capitalism" (at least not right now) but I can see that others are.
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 No.206

&gt&gt246Mechanical engineering?I'm a engineering technician (ok, that's somewhat less than a master of science, but nevertheless) and I can tell you, the exploitation in this industry is extremely noticable.Enjoy your studying while it lasts.
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 No.207

&gt&gt247chemical engineeringreally enjoying studying right now, even though it's a lot of stress. i just hope i will find a job that i somewhat enjoy. i find chemistry, biology, maths, etc. really interesting, hopefully work won't suck all the fun out of it
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 No.211

&gt&gt235&gt&gt235>Do you do drugs?weed occasionally >Do you have autism?No I've been tested for that, my problem is an active head.>Or sexual kinks?I had a terrible childhood situation (not parents, other people), I struggle to deal with sex because of it>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I can't get out of this house no matter how hard I've tried to find work. I've nearly given up.
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 No.212

&gt&gt235I drink moderatelyI don't have autism but I have extreme anti-social behaviorI'm addicted to violence
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 No.219

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&gt&gt246>Do you do drugs?Pyrovalerone stimulants and various psychs, but very very rarely on both. I trade art or computer repair for opis and other pharms every now and then as well. >Do you have autism?No. I have OCD and paranoia, and ptsd>Or sexual kinks?I don't really, but I have indulged in and explored such.>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Losing jobs and homes and losing social status because of that, being homeless and getting stable again, family valuing money over me, hurting my stability in order to get small profit, pushing me to get the most lucrative sounding job instead of the job I can do in a stable way with the least harm, all of these and the actual alienation caused by profit motive being the basis of worth in society, and not being able to afford the products I've made, et c, all these have given me the PTSD from losing family to preventable work-related deaths, to cars being improperly manufactured and wrecking, and then family exploiting that loss to rip me off while I was vulnerable–all that has also made me paranoid and it has magnified my natural OCD sometimes to dangerous degrees.Pic related, it's a work-related injury I sustained doing temporary labor. I'm an artist, I had to relearn to draw and use my hands, because it really fucked up the operation of the entire hands, both hands, and also made me homeless because I couldn't work and then couldn't pay rent.
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 No.220

&gt&gt260Woah damn this looks really fucking bad… How are your hands looking now?
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 No.221

&gt&gt261Nails weren't supposed to grow back, as they amputated right up to the cuticles, but I got nail back anyway.I credit Zhan Zhuang practice.
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 No.238

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>Do you do drugs?A lot of weed and drinking, mdma as powder once, a pill of mdma mixed with something else at a party once>Do you have autism?Probably Who know>Or sexual kinks?I have achieved lvl 999 degeneracy>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?All former aspirations crushed, just hope I can secure a job that'll cover my bare life expenses. No time for social life for half the hobbies I once had.I'm forced to prioritize time towards activities that combine both socializing and a hobby I can share with people so I feel like I'm becoming less educated and rounded a person as I don't maintain other solitary interests of mine like reading and art
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 No.239

>Do you do drugs?No. I've had the chance but I just don't trust these things.>Do you have AutismA lot of people say I do but no official diagnosis. Likely very mild.>Sexual kinks?Yeah I do have some but even on an anon board I am too ashamed to admit it.>AlienationI can't stand all the richer people around me and seeing their wealth everyday. Stops me making friends. I get too frustrated being around them.
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 No.241

>Do you do drugs?Weed and tobacco. Getting afraid of becoming an alcoholic, which I guess kinda trumps that very danger. >Do you have autism?No. Pretty good in social environments. >Or sexual kinks?Not really. Light bondage is the farthest I've gone. Not interested in anything harder than that. >How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Tough economic situation at home means I've had to contribute to general expenses that have syphoned the little savings I had. Working a job that at its worst annihilates any kind of concentration I might be able to devote to escaping the situation. Feelings of worhtlessness and futility, specially towards politics.
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 No.243

>Do you do drugs?Heavy abuse of hard/soft drugs like MDMA, LSD, Weed or Coke and alcohol but none of the truly terrible three of crack, heroin or meth (or bathsalts and the like), I also deal quite a bit like a filthy lumpen-proletariat to get by >Do you have autism?Just Attention Deficit Disorder if that counts on the spectrum>Or sexual kinks?Foot fetish, femdom in general really >How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Poor, hang around with lumpen-proletariat, sometimes in trouble with police or landlord or any other position of authority, looked on by anyone even slightly above me in society as scum
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 No.244

&gt&gt279pedofag pls go
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 No.248

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&gt&gt279>Do you do drugs?Sometimes I smoke marijuana with some friends but I don't waste my money buying it.>Do you have autism?I think I don't have it.>Or sexual kinks?I'm obsessed with anal sex and sometimes watch some ryona stuff on Youtube.>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I am poor as fuck, I wasted much time of my life working to get some money to be a little bit happy and the alienation from other people fucked me. People want me to be rich, an alpha man etc. but I can't.
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 No.249

>Do you do drugs?I smoke and drink, but what I really want to do is get my hands on amphetamines >Do you have autism?Nope>Sexual kinks?there's nothing in particular>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I've attempted to avoid the culture industry, and the products of the Spectacle (avoiding watching movies, tv, vidya, all that). While I still use the internet, most people on the internet (this place, and others, excluded) seem psychotic. I read to understand this state of being, but nothing really helps.
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 No.250

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>Do you do drugs?NoDo you have autism?YesOr sexual kinks?YesHow has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Im a russian post-soviet hikki
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 No.253

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>Do you do drugs?Yes. Perscription drugs like antidepressants. >Do you have autismYes. Asperger's to be exact.>Sexual kinks?Yesss. Doujins and hentai fucked me up. >How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?It made me hate our current politcal system and pretty much everything about society so I became antisocial.
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 No.255

>do you do drugs?No>do you have autismBordering on aspergers syndrome, but no I'm just retarded. >Do you have sexual kinks?Futanari, anything involving muku hatsune, characteristics similar to miku hatsune, and pretty much everything under the sun with the exception of some of the more brutal fetish's.>how is alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?Can't afford to leave my parents house, I feel that my college just wants to take my money, all I want to do over the weekend is to sleep to get away from this nightmare, seriously considering trying out lyfestyling by buying a large plot of land in the middle of nowhere and making communal apartments for the homeless and dispossessed with adequate fertile land for each to provide for themselves, hopefully automated so not to waste labour.I'm just sad.
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 No.262

Do you do drugs? yeDo you have autism? yeOr sexual kinks? yeHow has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up? made me no good
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 No.278

Do you do drugs? Pot and psychedelics.Do you have autism? No, but I have ADHD. Or sexual kinks? Gay. Attracted to bigger stronger dudes. How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up? I have no motivation, no trade, and none of my skills are profitable.
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 No.279

Do you do drugs? noDo you have autism? Probably a sperg but no official diagnosisOr sexual kinks? Rape, unconscious girls, and abuse. Only the real stuffHow has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?No motivation to do anything
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 No.283

>Do you do drugs?Yeah, mainly weed, but have tried ketamine, suboxone and LSD in a few occasions>Do you have autism?No>Sexual kinks?Maybe some light BDSM I'm pretty vanilla>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?I have a myriad of mental and physical health issues, I need serious help, I have only a few select friends and I barely go outside.
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 No.284

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>mfw everyone in bunkerchan has some kind of autismTOPKEK.
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 No.285

&gt&gt336/dead/ is the anarcho-autist containment board. n1x wandered off to start cosplaying as tranny Nick Land. Actual Nick Land seems amused by this.
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 No.286

&gt&gt337You won't be disrespecting her like that after the lesbian slimegirl third impact happens
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 No.287

&gt&gt338Whatever.
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 No.300

Mostly smoke weed and drink, do acid and ecstasy occasionally Have ADD which is a colossal pain in the arseKinks are feet, facesitting and mild femdom The area i live in has the highest suicide rates in my country, ik people that have taken their lives, there are very few jobs available and if you lose your job you can be unemployed for longer than a year, also most people in my area including myself on occasion just drudge through life with depressed hedonism
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 No.679

>>284
Said no one ever.
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 No.685

>Do you have autism?

i have autism, because of that i have been in special ed most of my life and i am not allowed to go to college, i will probably never get a job and become a social security neet, i am not a prole, i am a worthless lumpen, i cant really blame capitalism on this one but it still sucks
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 No.687

>>194
>Do you do drugs?
Only when I go back home once in a blue moon. I really miss LSD and might drop a tab with my girlfriend.
>Do you have autism?
Yes. I'm a HFA with Aspergers Syndrome.
>Or sexual kinks?
Several, mainly pale girls with black hair and redheads, as well as swinging orgies, feet, spit etc. etc.
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 No.688

>>194
Forgot to add
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
I hate work and the monotony of it all and how it constantly makes me tired as shit every single time after clocking out. The only joy I get from work is flirting with the hot vegetarian redhead girl with a fat ass and nice personality.
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 No.689

Right after I turned 18, I was arrested for CP I downloaded when I was 17. I never did anything IR, nor did I ever feel the urge to- I was just a degenerate coomer and watched a bunch of other fucked up porn as well. Got put on the registry then probation. Skip to later in my last year of high school, I had ruined all of my relationships, got addicted to xanax, almost died a couple times, got institutionalized a few times, did a lot of shit during blackouts to embarrass myself, and almost didn't graduate. Went to community college for a semester and dropped out due to my apathy. I smoked a lot of weed and just became a neet shut-in for a while. Had a dissociative episode while once and got arrested in another state, but got let off.. Started to use other shit again, did an outpatient rehab, got manic, drank myself back into the hospital, Got out and did outpatient hospitalization, got arrested for stealing and possession while i was barred out. Went to rehab, got a slap on the wrist without a VOP for the charge, got my first job since 18, had a relapse for a while but caught myself before it got bad. I got manic again, got involved with a girl a few years younger then me (legal but frowned upon, it's a loving relationship though and everybody approves), got into carding (with little success), then went through a period of paranoia and delusions. Thought I was being blackmailed, or watched by the cops, or was gonna get fucked over by the cops at some point. I was basically showing symptoms of mld schizophrenia, but they subsided. I stuck with the girl and am still with her, and really did a lot of self improvement too. I can even use drink and do some drugs and control myself with them. I had a lot of "degenerate" experiences over that time, made a lot of passing friends, and got involved with a lot of women (many older), Over those years, I really deprogrammed my anti-social tendencies, and I think I'm a decent person now. Was also on a litany of psych meds (none helped, except still on two), but my views on mental illness have changed, and are more in line what Deleuze spoke about. I've almost 100% stopped caring about what people might think, and any measures by which society may judge me and my lifestyle; I'm borderline solipsistic at this point, but it's a good thing for me. I'm still real fucking depressed, but I'm getting by and my life has improved overall. I attribute a lot of my progress to psychedelics.
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 No.691

>Do you do drugs?
No, I dont have good access to them

>Do you have autism?

No, but sometimes I suspect I do considering the shitty way my life has gone

>Or sexual kinks?

IDK, i just want to be loved man…

>How has capitalist alienation fucked you up?

Everything feels empty, heartless, temporary. It feels like every hobby is just another form of escapism. Its weird.

Also considering that in post-socialist european society (unlike in west), you are pretty much expected to be constantly drunk as a young person to be socially accepted. It may not relate very much to the capitalist alienation itself, but as a person that likes to be sober atleast twice a week, it greatly contributes to my loneliness.
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 No.697

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>Do you do drugs?
I have smoked weed everyday for the last 3 years. I don't do other drugs tho, aside from drinking every ones in a while when I have to due to social reasons.

>Do you have autism?

Not diagnosed and I don't really think I have, but one of my friends tells me that I have autism all the time (not as a joke)

>Or sexual kinks?

aside from some questionable hentai, no. also I'm a virgin.

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?

I just don't like people anymore. None of them. Even my friends and best friends. If I have the choice of either meeting people or not do that and do something by myself without social repercussions I would always choose the latter.
And it's not like I don't appreciate my friends, I try to do everything they could expect of my. If they seem down I ask them about whats bothering them, I come around when they wanna hang, but I would just rather - not.
Like I love them and I know they also care about me, but in a strange sense I just don't feel like seeing them anymore - or anyone for that matter. I'm starting a new job at a callcenter next week and what bothers me is not the bad working conditions or obvious rip-offs we are doing, but that I'll have to talk to my co-workers and make them feel like I care about what they are talking about it's all so tiring.
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 No.727

>Do you do drugs?
No
>Do you have autism?
Нет
>Or sexual kinks?
None
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
schizophrenia
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 No.728

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>>194
>Do you do drugs?
Not for about a decade, except cannabis which I'm prescribed
>Do you have autism?
No but I have MS & Epilepsy and am wheelchair-bound.
Or sexual kinks?
God I miss sex
How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
It's pretty fucked up I'm barred access to 95% of places because they won't/can't make it accessible to the disabled. A few years ago a black friend of mine got mad when I made a comment about structural ableism, I'd half meant as a joke, but he got triggered by it so I challenged him to take a 'walking' tour with me of our downtown area. He had to eat shit though when he realized just how many places had physical impediments barring me entry…
TLDR: Smoke weed e'ryday, and steps/stairs are a shit
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 No.730

>Do you do drugs?
no
>Do you have autism?
psychiatrist said no a few years ago, haven't talked with any since. But I probably do have some sort of mental illness.
>sexual kinks?
don't want to get into kinks but a porn addiction.
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
the same awnser >>195 gave.
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 No.731

>>284
half the posts just replied no to that question…
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 No.737

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>Do you do drugs?
I smoke a lot of weed, and drink occasionally.

>Do you have autism?

Nah, but I have inattentive type ADHD.

>Or sexual kinks?

I'm into some D/s stuff, not into rape or anything like that.

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?

My father was depressed and abusive when I was very little, because of financial issues after my parents separated. I've seen what this system does to the people at the bottom of the hierarchy.

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