/anime_backup/ - Old Anime board

After 27 hurtful lonely years I have come to a conclusion and created a masterplan to getting a real life waifu. All preparations are made. I'll post this here before starting bc if it works i will never visit this place again. I'm no lunatic so I know waifus cant exist in the material world but they can and do exist in the ideal word. So my plan is in its essence to destroy the material world (atleast for me) and live purely in the ideal world were my waifu exists. How do I plan to do this? I studied german idealism quite thorougly and I understood that the power of the german idealists in its synthesis through the negation of the negation can be used to achieve this. Indeed the german idealism at its highest form with hegel was already capable of such things (it is quite possible that Hölderlins insanity and Hegels sudden death have something to do with this through secret notes from Schelling that never got translated I found diffus connectins). Now we come to my plan through year long work I saved alot of money. Quite luckily for me Hegels birthhous which is now a museum is closed rn due to renovations bc of corona these are stopped right now tomorrow evening I will break into this house and wont leave until I reread his lifework their by trying to comprehend his dialectic at his birthplace I will be able through his idealism to spiritually channel his ghost through the worlghost and will not only understand his Ideas but also Hölferlins and Schellings they will show me the way to my waifu or I will go insane trying it and will end like Hölderlin were I will think she is real both is ok in my books
Pictured my waifu