No.238
>Ended a relationship of nearly 3 years. Kinda goaded her into having a convo where I knew she would break up with me over an unresolved issue. For the best.
>Prayed at a church once or twice.
>Did suggest meeting up with the 18 year old from last weekend. But she's out of town this weekend. Still not sweating it. Girls are a low low priority.
>Went out with a woman who I used to work for. She's been trying to date me forever. But I can tell she has a somewhat anxious attachment style. That clashes with my own avoidant attachment style. If I was starving to get laid, it would be ridiculously easy, but then she would be bothering me constantly and I'd have to brush her off/ghost her. Not really something I want to do. Also approached exactly 1 girl and was able to social media close. She's kinda soft 6 in my book (devil is also in the details), but she could also be a potential lay with less drama in the future if I'm horny or want the ego boost.
>Shaved my chest instead of using the probably-carcigenic hair removing cream I usually use.
>Used a pore clearing nose strip one day, and a collegan mask another day.
>Bought a light teeth whitening system and used 1x
>Currently on day 3 of no cigarettes or nicotine. Combined with my supplement stack and not being bogged down by texting a borefriend every night, I have ridiculous amounts of energy.
>Gym x 5. Actually had to go at an irregular time one day, because I had a social call during my normal gym time. Happy I still made it in and didn't use that as an excuse to skip that day
>Bike x 4. Went the furthest I've been on one route, and explored some new areas on another trip.
>Jog x 2 (I need to up my cardio).
>Woke up and did push up first thing one day. I should make that a regular habit.
>No weed and sugary drinks. This is becoming the new norm, so I'll stop tracking it here
>Finished one book, continued reading another book. Also bought another book.
>Bought a couple new hats. Still need new pants to complete the winter wardrobe.
>Studied a foreign anguage 2x this week
>As part of a plan to open a business, I created a TikTok and posted 4 videos. This was done after someone who themselves built a successful business from scratch suggested that I start marketing now via that particular platform.
>Cleaned house, including sweeping and mopping, scrubbing bathroom tile, and changing bed sheets.
>Deleted poker app off my phone. Too much of a dopamine roller coaster and I've hit the plateau of where I'm not improving any more.