No.1128[Reply]
i have to make a shift in the way I move through the world, extreme confidience in myself. see I had always had this idea that a mf has to get to the money, and then you become that confidence person right, but its not the case. we pulling 20k a week. people know me for my work. I've had people come up to me and give me their last 5 dollars "i want to support your cause". I got 5 different beautiful women in my DMs right now because I'm "erik houdini" and because of the fact that ive been able to position myself as a leader in the underground. it sounds silly but realizing this and making this internal change has been a challenge, I'm typically overly humble, almost imposter syndrome mode, and despite my socialist beliefs, still equate my own personal worth to my financial state. Like yes, those women are beautiful and they want me, could have em, but then I get to thinking "Well I can't take you shopping, can't drop a band on you in the mall, can't pay for your nails, hair or toes, and so why would you want me" and then the confidience fades
there's deff something to be said about how the misogynstic sort of hustlerbro views contribute to this. there's a lot of podcast clips that live rent free in my head, I remember one chick literally talking about how a man who makes $1000 a week is loser and undateable, meanwhile how many working class men are struggling? How many working class women are struggling? Do these capital projected interpersonal desires even reflect reality? None of the women I'm friends with have those values, none of the women I'm talking to have those values, but the baseline mentality still persists.
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No.1129
>>1128>I got 5 different beautiful women in my DMs right now because I'm "erik houdini"Are you?