No.2296[Reply]
I'm a few years from reaching thirty, currently have no friends and never had sex or even kissed a girl. But lately it has been driving home a lot harder. The blackpill reminds me of how worthless my shitty existence is. I'm posting here out of despair. Women have high physical standards. Women (especially physically unfit women) want men more physically fit than them, and physically inferior men have it hard. Women are having a ton of sex with a different attractive man each week while I'm sitting here all alone. The blackpill made me realize how much of a worthless reject I am to society. I am nothing. No women I've ever met wanted to befriend/get into a relationship with me. I'll never breed because I'm unattractive, introvert and physically unfit, I hate myself with a burning passion. Why did I have to be cursed with being a repulsive low value male?
As we grow up, I think that society and the media feed us this idea that many of us just don't think to question. I don't smoke, I don't drink. But life isn't like those movies. More than five years ago, I started giving up entirely on being in the kind of relationship that I dreamed of for years. It was a humble, clean dream of togetherness, symbiosis and trust that I realized will never come true, and made me so depressed that I crippled my future over it. I failed completely. Nothing is right. How can I ever trust any woman? I am jealous as to how easy most people start a romantic or sexual relationship. I seem to find no other way to let go from being obsessed with girls without feeling resentment. It's an inescapable catch-22. Women want men that are desired, and if you can't find a woman that finds you desirable, than no other woman will. It's a very lonely miserable existence. I don't know what to do anymore. Is it worth it to change myself and become a better person? Basically what I'm asking is how do I un-blackpill myself?
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No.5506
>>5415Our modern society is suffering a maturity crisis.
Adulthood is too often looked at from a consumer perspective.
Alot of general discussions revolve around dating struggles or finding the perfect job.
Orabout pop culture trends "declining in wuality".
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No.5662
>>2296>The blackpill made me realize how much of a worthless reject I am to society.<The present condition of mine up till this day has opened my eyes to the actual mode of operation of this social system of relations I find myself in<I realized that this "society" is nor social, nor society but a global labor camp where the inmates only undermine each other for any nonconformity towards the imposed behavioral ruleset & ally with each other to do it more effectively"blackpill" is the ultimate cuckery to the societal ordnung which rejected you for one reason or another. It's basically saying "I learned my place in this world, the place which they said I should occupy. They are right & I am wrong if I don't follow".
Marxist psychologist of the past century got you covered @ least in some areas, go read them when & if you will get the energy & a want for it.
>>5410>I started showering daily again. Got a shorter haircutMeaningless.
>I don't know how to talk to/approach/meet people, let alone a womanPraxis, uyghur, praxis with analysis & understanding of what you actually want & nothing else.
>Haven't ejaculated since December 2023Suicide by prostate cancer is retarded.
>somehow still look at NSFW materials and have sexual thoughtsPost too long. Click here to view the full text. >>
No.10635
>>5662>I started showering daily again. Got a shorter haircut<Meaningless.It's over, I should just stop showering again and let my hair grow out like Anton Chigurh and Joaquin Phoenix Joker…
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No.10780
If TFW NOGF is your initial descent into black pill, you’re not really black pilled